rest

i need a rest....wachin vdeo,hmm major borng...

best frens..xoxoamal

Time 2 time,my lyfe getting hard...i keep askng,do i exist??lyfe...so hard 4 me.i need a fren..i need a fren tht can b wit me 4eva...
my fren in prsent,they ignr me lke a strgr...i need 2 getout of tht schl...immdtly..hard 4 me 2 accpt thm as bf nor bff or evn bffl...
Coz they want a fren tht among their stndrd...rich,ingnyes,preety,fame....wht eva.4 me,they rude,dumb,crzy...urghhh...
I hate thm...so uncool..feel lkes wanna slaughtr thm..urghh..

She said 2 me b4,"dn't fren wit er!".but,lstly shes the 1 who fren wit er..major clse.hmphh.she is shit 2 me..
She is the 1...the 1..who..urghh..neva mind..

She once said 2 me,"i'm single!"..n by tht tme,i'm not...
she said if we coupl,our results will ttly out.she makes me felt guilty.majr r..But,lslty,who is coupl now..???

This is my feeling..i need 2 xprs it..if not,i cnt *d..
this is juz prt of it..s i xprs this..i hpe my prsnt fren will read this..

Abandoned Friend Upon The GRUDGE

My life is like a merchndise dat any1 cn play wit it...lost wit nno direction..
sister of JC nor sister of NC.....can make me as a bffL....
it cn't safe from being da L...
1t3....2t4...2008....2009...
i miss u as deep as da oceans heart...
no 1 cn chnge me from frgotn u...

But,i'm a ghost dat hunt 2009...
ples gve shred wit me your memories...
u ,friend of NC,
cn chnge my only life in my memory...
if u dn't..,
juz keep botherin me...

soon,
my name
will heard,
no more...

friend vs love

BEST FRIEND 4 LIFE...
me bff is me life 'er saver...
nor dnger or sme'in bother 'er me lot,
thou shall come n e're 4 me...

me lover,
frgtten thy neva,he shall seek me thy rat hole nor thy sea...
love me as a mother loves thy child..
through thy heart..
make it..
loves with each other...
neva cry alone,
neva ate alone,
neva lives thy own self
ALONE
obssed by me LOVE...
AND
so do me...

bother....

Weird Poetry

couSe me heart that it is cn't B seeing by da 1 who shall never knew me more
n shall let it's own mind speakk 2 him.....

thou shalt LOVE thy neighbour as thyself.....
Rather LIGHT a candle than comlain about DARKNEST........

safety FRIEND
n unharm FOES
4 da use of da BEGINNER
n tthou of SIMPLE MIND....

cause yourslf 2 B unseen
a valued n esteem'd friend
4 all those persons who might
wish 2 B missed by thous who
may cause thy HARME

Da E Word

LET ME FADE INTO THE AIRE
LET ALL AGAINST ME KNOW NOT WHERE
LET THYOWN THAT SEEKE ME PASS ME BY
LET HARME NO REACH ME FROM THYEYES

Dead End

what shud me sy rait now???
Me life's like dead END....

no people wants 2 take da chances 2 sy dat
i exist n always infrnt of thyeyes...
thou jz act me te're awhile...
smetme no....

SMKSM r awys e're 4 me...
Thou who act thyself as top e'st studnt...
thy shall B 1 of me FOES....